emily

hmmm

2003-08-12T05:34:59Z

question...if mcdonalds uses the bottom bun in the middle of big macs, what do they do with the top?

told you, my dear:P

2003-07-21T06:31:32Z

you big DYKE=D You'd star in a Lesbian Hentai, yay
for you!

What Kind Of Hentai Would YOU Star In? (contains pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

cd_emily @ 2003-07-20T01:33:00

2003-07-20T08:59:41Z

[Have you]
x. ever cried over a girl =yes
x. ever cried over a boy = no
x. ever lied to someone = yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = yes
x. ever been arrested = nope

[What]
x. shampoo do you use = whatever smells nice the day i need shampoo
x. perfume do you use = ~shrugs~
x. shoes do you wear = black spikey heels:)
x. are you scared of = not being accepted by the one i love
x. musical styles do you like = eh..i am a hippy
x. radio stations do you listen to? = none
x. do you do for fun = watch anime
x. do you want to be when you grow up = a kid
[Number]
x. of guys I have kissed? = 1
x. of girls I have kissed? = 7
x. of continents I have lived in? 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? = 4
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 5
x. of people I consider my enemies? 1.
x. of people from elementary school that I stayed in contact with? none
x. of cd's that I own? hell if i know
x. of scars on my body? = at least 3
x. of things in my past that I regret? i have no regrets...i always learn from any experience

[Relationships]
x. husband or wife? = soon, i hope;)
x. best friend = danielle
x. person you were thinking of = danielle
x. you have a crush on someone = danielle
x. boyfriend/girlfriend = danielle
x. first love = ...i thought it was jessica, but who knows?

[Do you]
x. wish you could live somewhere else = ~shrugs~
x. think about suicide = no
x. do drugs = rarely
x. smoke = on occasion
x. like cleaning = no
x. like roller coasters = no
x. write in cursive or print = print
x. carry a donor card = no
x. wear jewelry = yes
x. read your horoscope = no
x. snore = not that i have ever been told
x. drool in your sleep = yes
x. like onions = yes
x. like cotton candy = i suppose
x. sleep with socks on = no
x. know anyone famous = no

[Random]
x. room colors = panel
x. movie you saw = chicage
x. song that was stuck in your head = here comes the sun
x. songs you've downloaded = a whole assortment for danielle
x. cd you bought = remember cat stevens
x. person you've called = dave
x. person that's called you = dave
x. cartoon you've watched = perfect blue
x. are you shy = oh yeah

Last cigarette: 24 hours ago
Last Kiss: 2 hours ago
Last Good Cry: about 2 weeks ago
Last Word: goodbye
Last Crush: danielle
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Disappointment: tonight at work when i didn't get to have sex in the store;)
Last Sexual Fantasy: hmmmm
Last Time Amused: two questions ago
Last Time Hugged: 2 hours ago
Last Poster Looked At: ~shrugs~
Last Show Attended: i have no idea..at least 2 years ago

1 HOUR AGO: got home from work
1 DAY AGO: sat at home, bored
1 WEEK AGO: saw pirates:)
1 MONTH AGO: ended my single life
1 YEAR AGO: started my single life
I HURT: myself..ow
I LOVE: danielle
I HATE: coconut
I DRIVE: nissan sentra
I MISS: hamburgers in styofoam
I LEARNED: a little about myself today
I NEED: a new dress;)
I THINK: way too damn much

current mood: umm..tired
current music: crickets
current hair: all fuckered up
current smell: none, really
current thing i should be doing: sleeping

1. What do you most like about your body?: lips
2. And least?: butt
3. How many fillings do you have?:none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: umm..no
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? ~shrugs~
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: nope

cd_emily @ 2003-07-03T23:04:00

2003-07-04T06:00:35Z

hmm..don't know how you found me...don't have any friends in common...a surface scan says we don't have any interests in common...but hey, welcome doug! nice to meet you:)

cd_emily @ 2003-06-19T00:32:00

2003-06-19T07:30:02Z

</table well, got it all right just about, except the evil..i am evil?? oh, and i just love pink:)

cd_emily
Magic Number	19
Job	Singer
Personality	Procrastinator (If The Apathy Doesn't Kill Me)
Temperament	Pussy Cat
Sexual	Straight
Likely To Win	The Lottery
Me - In A Word	Evil
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack

cd_emily @ 2003-06-02T17:00:00

2003-06-03T00:01:16Z

to a very special person in my life...

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darlin' it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darlin' it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Little darlin' the smiles returning to their faces
Little darlin' it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes
Little darlin' I feel the ice is slowly meltin'
Little darlin' it seems like years since it's been clear
Here come the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right
Here come the sun, here comes the sun
It's all right, it's all right

cd_emily @ 2003-05-27T11:52:00

2003-05-27T18:59:41Z

so sunday was the fetish ball at asylum..it was a blast! i went in my new maid outfit..i got so many compliments:) it was a little nerve racking walking to the club, but i made it...i met a couple of friends there who didn't recongnize me at all..one said she thought i really was a girl ~dances around room~ aingeal was there with her new man...left really early:( but an..aquaintence of hers stayed and we hung out all night..nice girl, but young, mentally...after the club, her and i went to a friends house for an after get together..it was nice..just chit chat, though it is funny when women ask me how i walk in heels:P i didn't get home until 6 the next morning..sun was up..ick..but i am smart..i brought a change of clothes...well, that is all for now..i will try and update more often..i really will!

cd_emily @ 2003-05-14T12:21:00

2003-05-14T19:18:41Z

new friend! horaay! welcome sabrina, nice to meet you:)

cd_emily @ 2003-05-11T20:04:00

2003-05-12T03:00:23Z

this is a little belated entry, i just don't update as much as i should ~sigh~ last sunday, i met another girl:) the first one i have met, as of yet...we met at a local "friendly" bar for some drinks...i had a great time:) she is really sweet..i have been talking to her for a little while now...she is very sexy, though i don't think she thinks so..i would kill for her cheeks...supposed to meet her again tonight, but she has the flu, and i am just basically exhausted, so we postponed...it is nice to have r/l friends who understand who and why i am...

cd_emily @ 2003-05-10T01:02:00

2003-05-10T08:03:15Z

it came in, it came in:) my french maid uniform from http://www.ldfashions.com/ came in today! a pic if you want to see what it looks like...http://www.ldfashions.com/Jfrenchmaid.jpg hopefully, i will have pics of me wearing it soon, just im me and ask, i will send them to you as soon as i have them...and the next fetish ball is the may 25th...just in time:)

cd_emily @ 2003-04-28T00:47:00

2003-04-28T07:52:44Z

what a night...ok..i get all dressed up, and decide i want to go out for a drink. sheesh..i get to the bar, never been there before, and no sooner then i sit down, some old guy comes over and starts talking to me..completely drunk off his ass. ok, this guy is 52 years old, and keeps asking me what his name is...he buys me a drink, yay!, and the bartender tells him he has to leave, and sure enough, as he is leaving, he tries to kiss me~shiver~ whew, he is gone..so i sit a little longer, play some music..abba and pet shop boys:) so this group of people ask me my name...greetings all around...and this woman comes over, nice woman, her name is rachel...so i sit a little longer, inserting conversation here and there, but mostly just sitting and smoking cigarettes...ok, time to leave. rachel, completely hammered now, tells me she doesn't want me to go, keeps asking me if i am ok, and offers to buy me drinks..i politely decline, i have to drive and all..i smoke one more to make her happy, and she asks for my number...by the way, she is like 45...so what the hell, i give it too her(sorry angel:) i get up and leave to everone waving and saying goodbye:) very nice...so i leave, and i am driving home, and wouldn't you know it, flat freakin tire, about 4 miles from home, and me all dressed in a short skirt and heels..sheesh. i pull into a gas station and check the trunk..a spare tire! yay! but wait...no jack, wouldn't you just freakin know it. so what is a girl to do at 12:30? i drive home doing about 10 miles an hour, just knowing a cop is going to stop me..but finally i am lucky..if you want to call it luck..i make it home on absolutely no tire...i hope the car is ok:( all in all, i had a pretty good time:)

cd_emily @ 2003-04-24T23:36:00

2003-04-25T06:35:58Z

i went out on monday downtown to the local arts district with angel..it was the first time i have been out during the day in public..eep!...though i think angel was more nervous than i...stopped into a gay bar to start off with to get a drink in, then headed off...it went so very well...was treated with respect in the shops we went into, and even had a nice conversation with a worker in one about where i buy shoes and clothes...over all, it was a very pleasant and encouraging outting:) looking forward to many more...

cd_emily @ 2003-02-09T01:19:00

2003-02-09T08:16:57Z

new friend! hello animechix, welcome to my journal:)

45 advantages to having a crossdressing mate

2003-02-03T18:52:45Z

1. You can have your own private slumber parties.
2. If he wears a skirt it's easy access.
3. He always envies you because he would rather be wearing what your wearing.
4. You can have a girlfriend as well as a boyfriend who doesn't mind waiting while you take your time shopping.
5. You can double your wardrobe if he's the same size as you!
6. You never have to worry about cheating on you with another woman. He IS the other woman!!
7. You always have a girlfriend to go shopping and have lunch with!!
8. He'll NEVER object to being a clothes dummy and wearing a dress while you hem it.
9. He'll rarely have scratchy five o'clock shadow.
10. He won't tear your lingerie when removing it from you.
11. He won't mind waiting on you or your girlfriends, and he won't forget to curtsey.
12. If you need a slip for that new dress you bought, he happens to have the perfect one, and lets you borrow it.
13. A man in a dress makes a good cook.
14. You can test a new shade of lipstick on him.
15. If you purchase something for the home, it will never be too feminine.
16. At least the toilet seat will be down.
17. He is a lot easier to buy gifts for.
18. He knows just the right way to make love, takes his time and knows just what makes you tick!
19. He will understand much better that the best thing a girl can have when she feels down is new clothes.
20. If he buys you clothes, you know he sizes them right.
21. He understands why you don't care for spending 8 hours a day in pantyhose and high heels.
22. Never complains about leaving the delicate underwear out to dry.
23. You have a girlfriend that doesn't get PMS.
24. He will not only shop with you but will pay the bill as well!
25. He knows how to handle the delicates when he does the laundry.
26. Satin and velvet are more snuggly than denim and wool.
27. He understand the need for quality cosmetics.
28. You have more excuses to go shopping, and he will even carry the bags.
29. You can borrow his jewlry, clothes and makeup.
30. He understands why you go through so many pairs of stockings.
31. He no longer expects you to get ready for a night on the town in 15 minutes or less.
32. The world needs more feminist in lipstick.
33. You can take the Cosmo quizzes together.
34. You can ask him how an outfit looks and get an intelligent response.
35. He knows to walk slow when your wearing heels.
36. If he says, "Hon, you look nice." you know he really means it.
37. He can spot makeup smudges better than any other guy.
38. He's like having a live in cosmetologist.
39. He loves to go shopping with you and watch you try on clothes.
40. He knows how to treat a lady with care and respect.
41. He's a friend that will stick arround, and won't flake out on you or stab you in the back.
42. He loves to dress up and have long chat sessions.
43. You can have a threesome without adding another partner.
44. If you've been bi-curious you can experiment a little.
45. Dress him up in a French Maid's Uniform and you have a house cleaner for the day.
he sizes them right.

true, oh so true:)

cd_emily @ 2003-01-28T20:23:00

2003-01-29T03:21:23Z

hmm...i wonder if it means anything that covergirl is the only make-up site i am registered at...

cd_emily @ 2003-01-27T13:12:00

2003-01-27T20:13:33Z

hello aztranyboi...welcome:)...ohh..tired..been so tired these past couple of days..vacation is almost over, don't you just hate that? told another friend of mine about being..well..emily..should have told her about me a long time ago, but lately i have gotten so much more confidence...of course i could not just sit down and tell her, i had to get all made up:) she told me i was pretty! ~shrugs~ anyway, this week was fun, even if it was spent mostly cleaning, but for some reason, i haven't been able to kick this tiredness..probably sleep all day today..oh well, i am out

cd_emily @ 2003-01-14T20:53:00

2003-01-15T03:53:07Z

went shopping with my mom today...she bought me a white shirt and a cute little purse=) went back to her house, and tried some clothes on, and she taught me a little about how to apply makeup..thanks mom! it is nice to have understanding people in your life=)

cd_emily @ 2003-01-12T00:52:00

2003-01-12T08:00:19Z

i haven't posted in a while here..this is supposed to be my "fun" jounal, and lately i just haven't been having all that much fun...once again i am on a rollercoaster, and i don't know if it is all in my head, which is even less fun then usual, because i know if i harp and harp, i will lose what i may have, but damn, i am so confused, and the one i turn to for sanity just isn't there...i mean she is, and then she isn't, she is on, but won't talk to me for reasons i don't know, or she logs off mid conversation...the thing is is that i know shit happens..i know you get booted..i know people get busy, and i am pretty sure yahoo is screwing up on me...all of that lends itself to me thinking i am probably completely insane...here is the deal..if i am not insane..big if..it would be ok if she would just tell me..talk to me like she said she would always do...we promised no head games...the worst part is just not knowing, well...not the worst part..the worst part is if i am insane, i am afraid this post will distance me from her, but then again, i shouldn't have to worry about that either, because she told me that if i ever do offend, she will tell me, which is what it all boils down to anyway...i hope she gives me a chance..i know so many are freaks here on the net, and i know that it is a long, scary way to go to potentially meet a freak, but i am not a freak..i am actually pretty normal, except i don't think i am good enough...but we all suffer from that, right? i miss my shy...my shy that told me i am good enough...my shy that waited for me to get home when i had to walk in the cold from work...my jealous shy that started the whole thing...my shy that sent me such a wonderful letter and christmas card..my shy that said she would leave a crack in the door to her heart for me...i miss my shy....

i am sorry, my shy

cd_emily @ 2003-01-05T11:07:00

2003-01-05T18:07:48Z

well, got my pics from new years back last night...blah, i hate pics of myself, but for friends...well, i had lots of fun, and got lots of encouragement so i don't care...much...

cd_emily @ 2003-01-01T13:15:00

2003-01-01T20:21:38Z

new years was a blast! aingeal introduces me to a couple of very nice people...milla and roxy=) and many people came up to me...i met phil...a friend of another of my friends rob..funny i should meet him as emily=) ~sigh~...victor...he was extrememy sexy...and he came up to me to ask me if he can have a picture with me=) no one recognized me...wich was what i was hoping for...i got lots of compliments, and had a bunch of girl talk=) but as nice as it was, i was constantly wishing shy was there to share it all=(...soon my dear, soon.

oh...one more thing...as we were leaving, i got a spanking outside! in front of every one passing by on the street...by some guy with a wip...bent right over the wall, and he let me have it...now that was exciting=D

happy new year everyone!

new years....

2002-12-31T18:49:55Z

well, i is here..time for me to go out...i am so nervous! so much in fact that i bought a little liquid courage...2 dollar bottle of gin:D but stil, i can't wait...as nervous as i am, i am just as excited...how is it going to go? i am sure it will be fun, just have to get settled in, and everything will be just fine..well, must be on my way..so much to do!

oh dear emily

2002-12-30T18:21:07Z

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

cd_emily @ 2002-12-25T18:51:00

2002-12-26T01:52:40Z

merry chistmas everyone! what a wonderful week this has been for me...newest update...went to my moms, and had a talk about emily with her...not only did she accept me, she gave me a whole bag of make-up she doesn't use! woo hoo! best christmas present i could have hoped for..and not only that, she is going to fix up a necklace for me for new years..yay mom! very nice christmas..my shy, i am thinking of you..can't wait to talk:x well, i am out

cd_emily @ 2002-12-23T21:16:00

2002-12-24T04:24:03Z

my wig came in today! thanks so much shy my love! my outfit is complete, i am ready for new years..i am sooo excited, and my nervousness is disappearing, although i am sure it will be back full force new years eve...aingeal says i look good:), and then my friend dave, who has no idea i dress, but knows i am going to the ball in drag came over and i was dressed to see how it looked..well, from the bedroom i asked if he wanted to see what i was going to wear..and came out...he said i looked good! and then i asked if he beleived i could pull it off, and he said no, but that i definetely did..i am sooooo happy! i can't wait for new years...

cd_emily @ 2002-12-23T13:00:00

2002-12-23T20:07:18Z

i am feeling..well..naughty today:P dressed in short black skirt and white button down shirt with white schoolgirl thigh highs with bows..mmmmm...i wish there was someone here to give me what i need...shy! and don't you roll your eyes at me..ok i suppose you will anyway so...do you suppose you will spank me too?